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Sunday, October 24, 2010, 3:02 PM
Dear myself,
have ever been so crushed/broken up in life, ur hopes being lifted up so high and smashed right down to the ground. he don't love u no more, its been only 3 months. probably in a few months time, he's gonna forget all about you. it's not that you never tried to fight for your happiness, you did and what did u get in the end. even if u were to continue fighting, u urself can only see a losing battle ahead. everything will be back to square one..
he already gave u an answer, silly u what are u expecting. nothing.
he can give u tons of excuses, im afraid to hurt you, loving someone also means letting you go,im stress.
well, it only tells me thatu NOT worthy of him to fight for. and he do not think that u have the capability to walk with him down this path.

even after considerating so many factors and u still can say no, it seems clear to me now
as much as i want to get back with him, i guess its impossible .. for now ..

thanks dorothy for being there for me the whole night.
to him: i hope u will do well in ur studies and take care of yourself & enjoy ur new life w/o me :)

♥Take Me Away♥